24 hRs ... N StIll coUntIn .... (M3eTin ... LiFe ... MidWaY... III)

I dunno how im keeping myself awake, its taking the life outa me to complete my course for this FKkEd up t3St that I got LesS thAn a Day FrUm nW.... Oh Man I'm TiRd... I need to smoKe ... its been about time since my last cigarette... no ... I'm not keeping track... Damn!... All I wanna do is lie down and play dead for some time .... and not be bothered with whats going on .... its tough now to dream of an existence where there isnt pressure that is put on to you to come up to standards set by nobody for everybody... its tiring to see that there are mindless kids everywhere around me that do the same thing and im one of them even if I dont want to be... I think im gonna give up .... but not yet.... Ne3d To smoke...

Aj